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Sunday, April 4th, 2010

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    12:55a
    She was not over the surprise of it yetI hadn't...
    She was
    not over the surprise of it yetI hadn't been surprised in the first placeOf course he had hit me
    I wondered where you were,I answeredt would be poor manners to get me into this mess and
    then abandon me
    She ignored my sour tone wouldn't have thought he'd be able to do it, no matter whatI don't
    think I could hit himIf he'd come at you with reflective eyes, you'd have done the sameYou're
    naturally violent remembered her daydreams of strangling the SeekerThat seemed like months
    ago, though I knew it was only daysIt would make sense if it had been longerIt ought to take
    time to get oneself stuck in such a chanel j12 disastrous mire as the one I was in now
    Melanie tried to consider it impartiallyNot Jared… and Jamie, there's no way I
    could hurt Jamie, even if he was… She trailed off, hating that line of thought
    I considered this and found it trueEven if the child had become something or someone else,
    neither she nor I could ever raise a hand to himYou're like… a motherMothers are irrational hereToo many emotions
    involved
    Motherhood is always emotional–even for you souls
    I didn't answer that
    What do you think is going to happen now?
    You're the expert on humans,I reminded hert's probably not a good thing that they're giving
    me foodI can omega constellation lady watch think of only one reason they'd want me strong
    The few specifics I remembered of historical human brutalities tangled in my head with the
    stories in the old newspaper we'd read the other dayFire–that was a bad oneMelanie had
    burned all the fingerprints off her right hand once in a stupid accident, grabbing a pan she hadn't
    realized was hotI remembered how the pain had shocked her–it was so unexpectedly sharp and
    demanding
    It was just an accident, thoughQuickly treated with ice, salves, medicineNo one had done it
    on purpose, continued on from the first sickening pain, drawing it out longer and longer…
    I'd never lived fake chanel on a planet where such atrocities could happen, even before the souls cameThis
    place was truly the highest and the lowest of all worlds–the most beautiful senses, the most
    exquisite emotions… the most malevolent desires, the darkest deedsPerhaps it was meant to be
    soPerhaps without the lows, the highs could not be reachedWere the souls the exception to
    that rule? Could they have the light without the darkness of this world?
    I… felt something when he hit you,Melanie interruptedThe words came slowly, one by one, as
    if she didn't want to think them
    I felt something, toot was amazing how natural it was to use sarcasm replica gucci g watch now, after spending so
    much time with Melaniee's got quite a backhand, doesn't he?
    That's not what I meantI mean…She hesitated for a long moment, and then the rest of the
    words came in a rush thought it was all me–the way we feel about himI thought I was… in
    control of that
    The thoughts behind her words were clearer than the words themselves
    You thought you were able to bring me here becauseyouwanted it so muchThat you were
    controlling me instead of the other way aroundI tried not to be annoyedou thought you were
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